i just want to know whats wrong with me.
why am i alone.
why can’t i be happy.
i just want someone to love me the way that you did.
i want somone to think of me all the time.
someone to miss me when i’m not around.
someone to give a shit.
someone to hold me and love me so much i feel it in my bones.
i don’t know how long i can handle this.
this overwhelming loneliness.
maybe this is what i deserve for hurting him.
i just want to disappear.